California Living and Shit

So it's been a while since I've blogged and a lot has happened since my "This is for my 20 somethings" blog post. For starters I moved to Los Angeles, California. Yep, I finally did it. And it has been one hell of a ride. It's only been 3 months and although I'm not as in love with LA as I thought I'd be I'm happy I decided to move.

August 22, 2016 I began my journey across the country. Eyes full of fear, anxiety, regret, confusion and tears I waved goodbye to some of my favorite people in the world. And as I boarded my plane and began to fasten my seat belt the thoughts of failure and the feelings of anxiety took a seat right in the pit of my stomach. I have never been so overwhelmed with emotions ever before in my life. I was so fucking scared. I hated myself for buying that ticket. I kept asking myself "why did you buy a  ticket?". I mean who does that?! Who moves to LA alone at 23?! A crazy person.

My emotional meltdown at the airport

Favorite Songs to Sing

I grew up in a house full of moving bodies and loud noises. Aside from art and daydreaming, music was always the primary escape route. With my headphones in and volume high, I would disappear into my own world. Suddenly my worries would turn into heartfelt lyrics and intoxicating melodies over powerful beats. I could see things when I heard the music. Images would flash in my mind as I created my very own world. Even today at 22 years old, I still do a whole lot of daydreaming and my entire existence is fueled by art. But when the world gets too loud for me, and my worries start to become overwhelming all I have to do is put my headphones in and turn up the volume.

There's way to many songs in the world to just pick one so here's an ongoing playlist of my favorite songs to sing. Spotify-Favorite Songs in the world

Sundays.

Today was my first Sunday off in a very long time.  For me, the perfect Sunday is a peaceful Sunday. It's a time to reflect and revise your strategy for your life. Whether it's planning for